Be still & know that I am God...Psalm 46:10

THE GIRL BEHIND THE BLUE EYES......

........i'm a sometimes restless, just turned 40 year old female who's learning to trust in God's plan for my life...one day at a time.  there's peace in coming to terms with the fact that you're where you're at TODAY for a reason even though that reason is not always clear.  obsessing over what tomorrow will bring or won't bring does nothing but waste today's precious moments.  and when they're gone, they're gone.  there's no getting them back.   i am a work in progress and truly believe with all my heart that God's not quite finished with me yet.  i'm married and the mother of three absolutely beautiful children.  they remind me every day what "true" love is and are literally the reason i get up each morning.  i blog because i'm not much of a verbal communicator.  some would argue with me on that but it's true. ask my mom, lol.  i think i drive her crazy sometimes.  i have absolutely no problem saying what's on my mind.  even i don't deny that.  truth be known, i could probably learn to curb some of what comes off my mind and out of my mouth.  it's what's on my heart though that i sometimes struggle with.  blogging gives me an outlet.   not only for the serious thoughts but for the never ending random thoughts that seem to rattle around in my brain until they're finally put down on "cyber paper".  sooooooooo......welcome to my thoughts.